i have a habit of grinding my teeth when i'm stressed, it's not nice to wake up your tongue hurting with teeth prints all over it OTL plus my jaw feels all sorts of uncomfortable. actually i was adviced to do exercises but i'm lazy, have to try those again AND RELAX ;_;

a no.6 doodle, i'm pretty pissed off with drawing i just can't get anything out. meaning i should practice instead of thinking because my inspiration just hates me.

what i wasted my afternoon on, forgot i actually had these, i tend to read few times then i forget them in my box. needed some pretty art to look at, i feel like i'm about to have a mental breakdown OTL

idk a cute hornet

i never draw sceneries, i suck OTL

and i again waste my money, i ordered zone of the enders 1&2. i've been searching for those for ages!! i at last found used ones, there was only one left each so i got the last ones.

i've been playing persona 2 too now since i had time (I KNOW HOW TO WASTE A SUMMER). it's one of the rare megaten games i haven't played yet, and these two are so adorable i wanted to scream ;A;

drawtwit is the most frustrating app. ever. you can lift your pen only 140 times!

i love making lines, thus i love lifting my pen because otherwise my line becomes shaky, so, difficult. i thought 140 times is a lot, but it's not.

my friend from korea sent me a hand fan, electric ones are out of stock from shops till next summer so i've used it a lot.

time flies, it's august already!

i'm going back to school for a while in a week or so. it's honestly a bit embarassing and i'm really, feeling not so good about it. i've never been held back in my life. i really wasn't that good buddies with my classmates but it's still funny to go there and you know, they are no more there. i will only stay so i get few courses so it's, few months at max. then i get my diploma.

i was in bad situation ever since my second year, i regret i let it to this now. there was things i could do nothing about too, especially my attachment which was the main reason, why i didn't graduate in time.

when i'm at last done with this i have no idea what i'm going to do. i want to go to uni of course or something, but i live in a small town in the middle of nowhere so it's a bit complicated.

i don't feel like an adult at all, it's annoying. i'm not too good with big changes either.

OH WELL, i'm not the type to give up or get depressed. i believe i'm going to be just fine.

(some disgusting mouse! guess what i'm watching lol)